Japanese Sponge Cake

Saiw Hui brought back tis v delicious sponge cake from japan.

i started to panic when i suddenly recalled tat the "effective date" is till today. so i w/o thinking any further, opened the pack, break half and offered one of the half to my mum.

in the midst of enjoying the cake, it suddenly occured to me tat i actually wanted to share it with Him.

then i told my mum

Me : actually i wan to share wif him leh....

Mum: -_- then u give tis half to him lah.....i dun wan alrdy....i angry liao

Me: no lah....no lah....u eat lah....too late liao...

yes and nw, its in my mum's stomache.

Rich and Poor

the other night, i was ironing my clothes when my mum very kpo came over and start tis "kill time" conversation:

Mum: eh, u got wk tml ah? (she always like to ask me obvious qns)

Me: ya lah....haven't found a rich guy wat (dun have to be serious to my mum, jus anyhow entertain her will do)

Mum: u tink wat....even if u found a rich guy but he might become poor when u r wif him wat...

This reminds me of a email i read b4...... this couple are very rich one day, they are in their posh car inspecting their workers at site. Then the wife saw a construction worker who is her ex-boyfriend. She told that to her husband. Her husband proudly said "luckily u married me, if not, u will be suffering as a wife of a construction worker." well...well.....then the wife said "u shld be the lucky one cause if i marry him, u will be the construction worker today!"

Ah gong jia

went over to my ah gong jia e other sat cause my mum and aunties are holding a mini bday celebration for him. when my grandma was still ard, we used to go over every sat, w/o fail unless something crop up or wat. my aunties, uncle will be there as well as my cousins. The adults will be playing mahjong, the kids will be playing "pa pa & ma ma and children"....

as we proceed to secondary sch and poly, we start to bring our homework over to do and revise. and now, i am wking, cousins are in secondary school, upper primary and my bro in army. we hardly go over nowadays. Only on special occassions.

the cake that my aunt bought for my grandpa is Soccer Theme.

The cake is pandan sponge cake and NOT NICE ONE!

my uncle's daughters.

my fav poto

my second fav poto

Mac Cheeseburger

27th Aug 2006 Sunday, the historical day...

I ate my first Mac Cheeseburger.

It was quite disappointing. Wasn't as juicy as i expected.

My religion is Taoism. Which forbids me to eat beef. All these while, i have not been a devoted Taoism follower. U can say that i am in this reglion is because my parents are both in this religion. The only countable times that i hold the joss sticks and pray is during chinese new year and mayb during very very impt festivals which my dad insist that no matter wat i have to. All these while, i told myself that i shall stick to the rules that i must not eat beef to show my devotion to my religion. and plus I was brought up not having any beef in my menu.

So why did i eat Cheese burger today?

1. Sartha has briefed me about hw nice cheeseburger is.
2. My mum is cool abt it and say as long as u don't bring it back hme to eat... only thing she threatened to lock me outside the hse when i told her tat i eat beef (but when i came hme jst nw, no attempts was made to lock me out)....
3. My bro has also eaten beef before and guess wat, when i told him the news that i ate cheeseburger, he was hoping that i would give my "first time" to a 70% cooked steak or wat. He promised me tat on his next booked out, he's gonna treat me to better and juicer steak.
4. For the longest time, i have always wanted to eat cheeseburger.
5. Starting on cheeseburger today has definetely opened more doors for more beef in the future.

But this doesnt mean i am giving up my religion. I am still very much Taoism.

and please please....any one read this, pls don't go n tell my dad that i ate beef and happily blog abt it..... :p

PMS

if any1 do notice, its my second entry tat is titled PMS.

BIG TIME

i dun knw why, i experience it all the hell time but i jus cant seem to control it effectively. Things, moods, emotions always get out of control. i always tot tat i am someone who can manage her emotions well BUT apparently its not the case.

The slightest and harmless thing can get an extinct volcano to erupt.
The time i am most vulnerable and touchy.
Will, for any reason and for no reason feel like crying.
less or rather ZERO tolerance to all things.
The time when loads and loads of negative tots will flood my mind.

I asked ying if she experienced any mood changes or wat....she told me this eg "hmmm.....like hor, when someone brush my shoulder, even though its a accident but i will tink that he purposely did tat"

hahaha.....ya ya.......hahaha

If I know....

Tis colleague of mine from dwnstairs. He jus came back from bangkok and came up on tues to give sartha and i keychains he bought from bangkok.

We talked a bit and there was actually something unusual with the way he talked...nt really like his normal style. He was trying to share wif us his trip but something was missing....the spirit in him. At tat point of time, i didnt give it too much attention and jus brush it away.

But something was wrong. It was only until yesterday then i came to know tat his close great grand aunt passed away on last sun. He was on leave on thurs and i jokingly asked me did he go holiday again? He said he is not so rich. He was on leave to attend his great grand aunt funeral. Oh...no.... then he asked me "didnt u noticed tat i was sad when i went up to pass u and sartha the keychain on tue?" BIG TIME! It was only after he mentioned it, then i put my flashback technique into gd use then i realised.........oh ya.....

I am always like TAT!

He said something like" if i knw i would visit her b4 i fly"

"if i knw" -put tis three words into gd use, a lot of things can be avoided.

But these are wat we call surprises.....pleasent and unpleasent surprises.

all these are to make life more than it is

Speaking of death, i could still remembered my grandmother death quite clearly. The hse phone rang at ard 6plus ba, when the sky is still dark. Then my mum let out a loud cry.....

Ever since then, for abt a year ba, i have phobia of phones ringing in the middle of the night...

I onced told Obasan tat when i die, i dun wan anyone to be at my funeral. Or rather, there wont be any funeral. It will jus be like any other normal day for pple who care for me.

hahaha.....guess wat, i have alrdy instructed my bro that if i die, he will have to choose a nice and pretty photo of me to use from my folders. I DUN WAN TO USE MY IC PHOTO.

Ya...cause u never knw........wats gonna happen next........