Love @ Christmas

Was watching this japanese drama in the afternoon. Title Love @ Christmas

The female lead was quote saying this:

"Love shouldn't be fostered. It should be there all along. "

Soft Curls

This is my newly permed hair. Was helping out at an event the other day and our photographer offered to help take a photos of the 4 of us. Oh, i don't think anyone can't recongise me but for those who can't, i am the 2nd person from the left. Hahaha!!!

I have to admit though, my smile looks a bit weird because the photo taking session happened in a flash! Was treated to a buffet lunch at the MM hotel. It wasn't impressive but the roasted duck was nice but i think its largely due to the plum sauce that comes with it.

By the way, this is the first time i am wearing my U2 jacket that i had bought years ago.

Oh ya, my hair... Jeff was the 1 who did it for me. Under my specific instrutions that i wanted the curls to be as loose as possible. He finds it a waste to make loose curls as they don't last long. He's right. I find them kinda loose lately. I find my fringe a bit too short though, looks kinda weird on me. Yet Jeff thinks its not short enough ! ?

To be honest, I look like a monster when i wake up in the mornings. The 2nd morning was shocking to me. I can't even recongise myself in the mirror. (ok ok...i exaggerated a bit) but its really messy lor. So....nowadays, i don't even bother looking myself in the mirror in the morning when i wake up. I will just turn on the shower and drown my hair.

I don't know having curls is easier to manage or just having it straight is easier. Then again, its refreshing to myself to change my hairstyle once in a long long while. haha ...But whatever the case, straight or long, i have to devote 15mins of my time just to style my hair.

New Semester

School starts next week.

Its not going to be an easy week. Cause i have classes from Mon, all the way to Sat.

3 days of CMA and followed by another 3 days of Corporate Accounting.

Slacking days are over.

PMS 4

This is the time whereby Sartha and i will say "its all because of PMS"

Anger Management

Pls be informed that this entry shall only be read by 18 years old and above...

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Do you think its my fucking business that you are XXXX?

Do you think its my fucking business that you have to XXXXX for xxxxxxx XXXX?

Do you think its my fucking business that you are on XX for X daXX but XXXXXX XXXX the XXXX XXX?

Do you think its my fucking business that you are a XX XXXX XXX?

Do you fucking think i XXXXX asXing you to XXXX me XXX the time?

Can you pls fucking just do what you are supposed to do and fuck up your fucking mouth?

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Does anyone know of any anger management classes?

Growing up

Sometimes i do wondered, is the people around me getting nastier or has my tolerance level dropped?

Bitches, Assholes seems to be crowding everywhere....

People who claimed that we are not sensitive when they, themselves are not sensitive to others in the first place.

Adults saying nonsensical things just to display their imaturity and silliness.

Is it me or is it others?

Chope!

This was one of the gifts found in the goodie bag for our Company's annual Family Day.

A CHOPE! Tissue pack.

I thought it was rather refreshing and 'reflective' at the same time.

I believe this will come in handy for lunches! :p

New Skin

Has anyone noticed?

I have a new skin! :)

2nd Enrolment

I am going back to SIM tomorrow.

To attend the so called enrolment session and also to find out what are the 2 new modules that i will be taking as well as my timetable.

Frankly, though i have been telling people that ... "yes, i be repeating the CMA" but it is still unacceptable for me.

I resist going back tomorrow. . . I don't want to face the sentence.

But then again, which wrongdoers doesn't bear the consequences. . .

Only, Just by sitting here, i can picture what kind of a evening i will have tomorrow. :(

Quote

Was reading past issues of Urban and there is this feature on Valentine's Day.

1 husband was quoted saying this:

"i'll bring my laptop home and lie in bed with her until she falls asleep, before i start work."

That was like soooooo sweet!

Seduction

I was reading the astro-seducing book by Cleo..... and Sartha decided to offer her input..... :p

Sartha: The 1 most effective way to seduce a man is what you know?

Me: What?

Sartha: Just strip naked lah!

Me: Wahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Easter Eggs

Made Easter eggs this year. Its my first time making the eggs.

It was fun. I am very much into handicraft nowadays.

Come to think of that, i still have my Japan Scrap book to be done. :)

Boo-Boo

Wanted to give him a surprise at 12Am of 4th June. All thanks to my mum and her Big mouth.

Mum "eh, the cake and the champange (its actually just grape juice but you know, my mum can't differentia between champange and grape juice. As long as its those "wine bottles", its champage) is for who de? Don't tell me you want going to celebrate your birthday so early meh? its still one month away leh. "

I was too shocked to reply anything at that moment and just looked at my dad in dismay.

Can anyone be stupider than this?









I have to clarify that when this photo was taken, its around 1am in the morning. So it explains why i looked kinda messy and worn out.

Aftermath

I just checked.

1. I can't take 4 modules in 1 semester.
2. I can't appeal on the grounds for wanting a higher grade.

My only last hope is gone too. Its been 3 days. I have admitted to people around me that i will retake but a very big part of me still yearns for something to be done.

This is such a grave wake up call for me.

God! Why can't you give me a second chance. You know this will hit me greater than anything else.

How am i going to tell my kids in future? That mummy failed her exam? This is certainly not a good example for them.

My life will never be beautiful from this point onwards. I really really don't know when will i put this down and walk out of it.

Never...

Results Day

Got my results today.

Got credits for Co Law and Financial Accounting but a fail for my Cost Mgt and Applications.

I know i was half expecting it to fail but a corner of my heart is still hoping that i can clear all 3 modules and move on to the next semester. No miracles for me this time. I guess God wants me to learn my lesson the hard way. But its way tooooooo hard for me. I couldn't take it.

I have never taken a supplmentary paper or retake any modules in my life before. This is a stain in my life. My life is ruined. I can't accept any "flaws" in my life. I want things to be done and end beautifully. So, this is what people always says"things don't go your way in life".

Its another semester of CMA, CMA, CMA!!!! Another $1300 of school fees. Another 6 months of school life.

Now, i have to look for my own project mates. You know how that feels? I feel like that i have to beg someone to take me in.

'She' is right. I will have lots of disappointments these 2 years. I think the worst has yet to come.

PMS III

Its really powerful. It makes me do things i never thought that i would do.

Sometimes its for the better but sometimes it could be for the worse.

Photos

I still can't upload any of my photos here though i really have some i want to share.

I have to wait for my brother to come back. That will be another 4 days.

Hang ard....

Helpfulness

I am pissed and angry with someone today.


The willingness to help and the efficiency in delivering are both there. But, is there a need to be sarcastic? How will those involved think of me?

I am not that kind of person. Neither do i wish to be one and Please don't portray me to be like one!

Spills up

Obasan and i were lottering around the Taka fountain, trying to look for seats to eat our munchies.

Tis was wat i suggested to Obasan...

Me: No seats. How about we go near some one then you accidentally push me and i spilled my drink on the person lah. He definetly have to go toilet to wash de. And then hor, we must choose to spill on the kids cause the parent confirm have to bring the kid to toilet to wash up de. Then we got 2 seats liao! :)