Aftermath

I just checked.

1. I can't take 4 modules in 1 semester.
2. I can't appeal on the grounds for wanting a higher grade.

My only last hope is gone too. Its been 3 days. I have admitted to people around me that i will retake but a very big part of me still yearns for something to be done.

This is such a grave wake up call for me.

God! Why can't you give me a second chance. You know this will hit me greater than anything else.

How am i going to tell my kids in future? That mummy failed her exam? This is certainly not a good example for them.

My life will never be beautiful from this point onwards. I really really don't know when will i put this down and walk out of it.

Never...