Results Day

Got my results today.

Got credits for Co Law and Financial Accounting but a fail for my Cost Mgt and Applications.

I know i was half expecting it to fail but a corner of my heart is still hoping that i can clear all 3 modules and move on to the next semester. No miracles for me this time. I guess God wants me to learn my lesson the hard way. But its way tooooooo hard for me. I couldn't take it.

I have never taken a supplmentary paper or retake any modules in my life before. This is a stain in my life. My life is ruined. I can't accept any "flaws" in my life. I want things to be done and end beautifully. So, this is what people always says"things don't go your way in life".

Its another semester of CMA, CMA, CMA!!!! Another $1300 of school fees. Another 6 months of school life.

Now, i have to look for my own project mates. You know how that feels? I feel like that i have to beg someone to take me in.

'She' is right. I will have lots of disappointments these 2 years. I think the worst has yet to come.