Now is 2plus in the morning... I couldn't sleep. Yes. Something's bothering me.

Best of all, my nose blocked again. i took e flu tablets, just waiting for e medication to kick in.

I am very unhappy.
I am very sad.
I am very disappointed.
I guess so is he.
I'm feeling so insecure. Makes me want to hide in my shell and stay away...

Why he can't tell me he won't take anyone else except me? :'(