I hate Him.

Everything was perfect in My life. He just has to screw up this one chapter of My life.
The most important chapter to Me.

I really thought We would be together and spend the rest of our lives together. I was too naive.
It was a waste. A regretable waste. For what We have gone through together, the closeness and the intimacy that We have established together. It was all shattered just because of Him.

Will I be able to establish this closeness and intimacy with another Man.
Will I fall in love like 4 years ago. Like the way how I fall for Him.

I am not crying. The tears simply just flow down my cheeks by themselves.

My heartache, nobody can understand.
Nobody knows how badly wounded I am.