I managed to cross the first hurdle. Christmas.

Christmas Eve was with KS and Zhipeng. Zhipeng wanted to watch a movie after our Christmas lunch and gift exchange. I had to find reasons to avoid because I don't know if I am ready yet. Especially it was Christmas Eve. I eventually managed to convince him to do something else instead.

Christmas day was with KS and Ying Ying. Ying Ying was so sweet to keep Christmas day for me. We did a gift exchange and Hi-tea in Ritz Carlton.
I know Christmas Day, would be the day He would have His friends Christmas gathering. I know it is no longer my concern but throughout the day it occured to Me if He went alone or with Her.

I bought 2 gifts from Japan. One was meant for His friends Christmas gathering and the other with KS and company.

However, there was some changes, the gift meant for His friends Christmas gathering had to be used for Zhipeng's gift exchange. Maybe this is what we call predestined.

The next hurdle will be new year.