It was just last year Christmas Eve that He surprised Me with a Christmas tree in my room.
My mum actually foiled His plan.

Till now, I couldn't comprehend how His feelings and love for Me could change just within a year.
Sartha said this is life.
So, this is what love is all about.

When the yishun dam incident was uncovered by Me, I did ask Him if He wants to give each other a chance to make our decision again. To have somebody who is more suited for Him. But He asked Me not to be silly and said He was in with Me. He said He didn't know our relationship is this fragile.

He was the one who made our love fragile. All along, I was the one who was in. Not Him.

Of all things, love and feelings are two which is most unpredictable in this world.
There are policies for savings, death, illness to secure yourself.
But nobody would sell a policy for love and feelings because the odds are way too high.
Or rather, impossible.