Misery

I am feeling very miserable today. I know I miss Him very much.

If Only, He didn't fall for Her, We could still be together and would be celebrating our 5th year anniversary next month. He made me go through shit, hell and pain which was unbearable.

But I still miss Him badly.

I couldn't cry out anymore cause I cannot afford to let people get more worried for me.

Please God, if you want to put me through this, please then, give me the strength to go through this.

You cannot turn back the clock for me. At the very least have a little mercy on me and fastforward the clock for me.