Iphone 4

The 1st weekend without Him, I traded in my E71 to Iphone4.
I needed a change. Believe it or not, although I deleted all His messages in E71, whenever I hold it in my hands, I would be reminded of Him.
E71 has to go.

I believe a new phone will keep Me busy and entertained.

I went to M1 without even backing up any of my files or contacts. I just wanted to change my phone. No matter what.
Well, actually, I didn't thought that my contacts will be gone because I didn't know that I will have to change my SIM card as well because Iphone has to work on Data Plan.
Data Plan = New Sim Card

That Sunday, I was terribly screwed. Screwed beyond words. The first Sun without Him in my life. Whatever the retailer says, I agreed.

She asked Me if I had backup my files. I replied that there is nothing important in there. Contacts? Whatever.

When I reached home, I realised there was no way to get back my contacts even though I still hold on to my old SIM card. Because the new SIM card with Data Plan has been activiated at the shop and the old SIM was deactivated immediately.

When I sat down at Home, the only two numbers I could remember and had memorised by heart are only my house number and His handphone number.

My house number has changed because of changes to plan.
Now, I could only remember only one person's number. That is still His.
Yes. Till Now.

I told my Mum this last night on bed. Yes, I still need her to sleep with Me. Though she would go back to her own bed when my dad left for work. But I didn't tell her that waking up is worse than falling asleep.

She said "He probably has changed His number. Go to sleep. The most important number you have to starting memorising now is MY number."