New Year's Eve

Yes. Another hurdle crossed. New Year's Eve.
Maybe it wasn't that bad afterall. It's all because of the people around Me.

Yesterday was half-day at work. Ying asked Me out to lunch before heading home. So She, KS and Me went for lunch and followed by another round of la~ tea at CWP till 7pm. I am so relived when we just laugh and talk cock and time really flies.

KS didn't have any activities either so He followed Me home before heading out together for a 11.30pm movie.
Yes, yesterday was the first time I caught a movie after the break-up.

It wasn't an awful experience but it wasn't an fabulous experience either.
Yes,I thought about Him like 70% of the time in the theatre. The movie wasn't that fantastic so it was not helping matters either.

As We were walking back, I would silently thought to Myself how did He spent New Year's Eve. Maybe with Her.

I am still screwed up, always thinking about Him but I am defintely making improvements. Ying thinks I am doing very well. Only KS is harsher with Me. He expects Me to be better than this. But I told Him, if I could heal that fast then the past 4years was all made up of fake feelings. It was real so it hurts, so it needs time.