There was a position posted through our portal yesterday for EO position for this XXX section. Sartha asked me to apply for it. Before I could decide if I would want to apply for it or confirm my suspicious who this post might be for, Peck Sia whispered to me asking me to check out the portal.
Apparently she wanted to tell me this "position opportunity" and asked me to try that out.

But I told her, if I am not wrong, this post should be for this YYY girl who holds the same post as I am.

Then, it occured to her that it might just be so. However, she said she will confirm our suspicious with this ZZZ boss for this section.

True enough, the EO position was in fact, created for this YYY girl after she has obtained her degree. Apparenlty, it was this ZZZ boss who fought for her.

Jus 2 weeks ago, I came to know that I was denied of my grade promotion this year with no reason given.

It was bad enough that 18 exces were given promotion and was giving treat to all of us. As I was eating their catering, I wondered why can't they even give me just a non-exec grade promotion when they can give 18 execs.

What could be worse when this YYY girl is to be given promotion even before this VVV girl from WWW section was also promoted after obtaining her degree.

It was awful. Really awful for me going to work everyday. I have to admit, it feels really shitty. I didn't tell anyone this except Peck Sia. But I have to remind nonchalant infront everyone which doesn't make me feel any better either.

I don't think my performance is below expectations. They lament it out on the weak fighting spirit of this so and so. I can now totally understand how Joanna feels that time before she left.

Now, this time, I will allow myself to regret for giving up the offer from this Near West Org.